You know how people are always talking about how you should make a note of where you will be in 5 or 10 years and seal it away and not look at it until that time has passed? Well I would like to make a note about
ONE YEAR from today.... sort of....
I was recently contacted by school here in Victoria, and informed that a seat has become available in the Dental Assisting Program! (True, Dental Hygiene is my ultimate goal, but Assisting is the plan until I get a spot in a hygiene program!) And so... one year from today, I am OVERJOYED to say that I will be wearing SCRUBS.
Sidenote: Maybe it's just me, but I ADORE the idea of wearing scrubs. I think they are soo adorable, and comfy, and maybe my love for hospital shows also has something to do with it, but I just LOVE them!!! I can't wait to stop by the grocery store wearing them, or to meet up with a friend after work wearing them. OH I just can't WAIT !
One year from today I expect to still be living where I am now. I love my house, and my room, and my home ward, and just everything I have here. I love being close to my cousins.
Sidenote: I have lived in quite a few different places, and have therefore attended quite a few different wards, and although there are people everything who are genuine, kind, wonderful people, there's just something about one's home ward that can not be recreated anywhere. It made me so sad to live in a place where other people had grown up, and everyone ELSE had known each other for years, when we had to be the new family - having the knowledge that a day's drive away, was a ward where OUR family would be the one who knew everyone made the situation even worse. One of my favourite things about living here, is that I can count on the fact that every Sunday, I will see almost all of the people who have watched me grow up. Getting a hand shake from Brother Hinks at the door, and a hug from Brother Welton absolutely warms my heart. Brother McCallum always grabs my hand when we meet in the hall, and I can't help but think that this was the man who would ease my pain of being dropped off in nursery so many years ago, and who often held me when I was a baby. I absolutely love these people. I feel sort of like the neighborhood sweetheart knowing that all of these people have watched me grow up.
I suppose that in one year I will be a Relief Society regular. I will admit, I did NOT want to be one of those girls who missed Young Women's.... BUT I DO !!! A small piece of my heart will always be with those girls. I just want the best for them ! I wish I could get inside their heads and convince them that high school isn't a big deal, and that friends aren't worth going against what you KNOW is right ! I wish I could tell them that I LOVE them, and to smarten up!! I LOOOOVVVEEE the leaders that I had when I was a Laurel. I feel almost like I cheated because I had such WONDERFUL relationships with my advisers, and had such similar ideas as they did! I feel like I could talk about anything and everything with them, and I trust that they would be able to give me the best advice. If ever I need a stand-in Mom when mine is not available, I KNOW I have one with any of these wonderful women.
I hope that in one year my cousin will wear my grad dress. I don't think she will, and I don't blame her - even if there is a dress available, it's a special thing to have your own dress, that YOU picked out. BUT, my dress was absolutely gorgeous, and would look GREAT on her. I also hope that she will ask me to do her hair. I don't want to boast, but I'm good at it, and it would really be a fun experience I think. I love her so much, and I hope I am a good example for her.
In one year I hope that I am more fit. I hope that my cutting out a lot of junk food and improving my diet, and by spending more time working on my fitness, that I will be in better shape than I am today.
In one year I hope that I am better than I am today. I hope that I know my scriptures better, and that I have learned a lot. I hope that I am a better teacher, and a better listener. I hope that I am a better example, and a more loving big sister. I hope that my Mom is even more my best friend, and that my Gramma is proud of who I am.
One year is 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days. One year is so many struggles, and challenges, and experiences. I am going to do my best to live each day to it's fullest, and to build a better me.
CHEERS to one year today !!!