There are days when, although I try not to, I can't help but dwell on thoughts of my life in the future. It makes me completely giddy to think of when I am first married and have not a cent to my name, when we walk everywhere we can because we can hardly afford to run our little car, and we live in a tiny little basement suite or apartment somewhere. I hope that even though our material possessions will be few, that my wonderful Prince Charming and I will be able to make our little house feel like home, and be overjoyed to sit on the floor when friends come over, because our little kitchen table won't be big enough for guests. The idea of coming home after work to spend the evening with my sweet heart fills my heart with joy and excitement ! I can't WAIT for the day when there are no more "Goodnight"s but Eternal "Good Morning"s. I can just picture us sitting on our first furniture, eating dinner at our tiny kitchen table, watching our favourite movies on our tiny little television. I just can't wait for the day !!
And then the time will come when little ones will join us, maybe on a slightly larger couch, or in a slightly newer car, and together we will continue on life's journey no longer as a couple, but our own little family - going to visit Gramma and Grampa, riding the swings at the park, sitting in a high chair in the kitchen, my husband and I being able to sniff that WONDERFUL baby smell anytime we want to !
I know it will be tough, and that scrimping by won't always be cute and wonderful, but I just can't WAIT for the next part of my life to begin !
I just can't WAIT for Good Morning !
